How evil are you?



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My Score: 39

Other people see you as sensible, cautious, careful, and practical. They see you as clever, gifted, or talented, but modest. Not a person who makes friends too quickly or too easily, but someone who is extremely loyal to the friends you do make and who expects the same loyalty in return. Those who really get to know you realize that it takes a lot to shake your trust in your friends, but, equally, that it takes you a long time to get over it if that trust is broken.




Everything - Lifehouse

I'm sorry, I really am. I am willing to change, but the question is will you ever change??..

I've done things that I have regretted before. This time, I'm not.. Yes I'm sorry for what we did to you. But have you ever thought about the things you did to us?.. well okay.. to me..

Lame and juvenile as it may seem, I think that was the only way we could express how we really felt about you.. come on?! do you really think you can accept those things if we were to say it straight to your face?.. i think not.. you're still not ready for that.

I'm sorry not because we did something wrong, nor am I sorry because you have lots of people to back you up. I'm sorry simply because I am a Christian and I knew that what I did was not pleasing in God's eyes.

As I said before, I am willing to change. People learn from their mistakes whether they learn it from doing childish things or not, what matters is that they learn from them.

I'm sorry., We've hurt you and that was wrong. I want to tell you the reason why I got irritated by you. But now I don't think you want to hear. I feel that there's so much hatred inside of you.

For the record., I did consider you as one of my friends. If you didn't feel the same, that's fine with me. I just want to end the issue here and now.

Go on and think what you want. You can even presuppose that I'm guilty because of this. For me, I just wanted to say what I really felt and want the people to know my side of the story.

I was wrong for not telling you in private. That I admit. I was not bold enough to tell you personally of the faulty attitude that you have, I humbly accept that I was mistaken.

Would you admit that your mistaken too?..

For the time being, I know that we can't be good friends. All I want you to know is that I'm sorry. Are you willing to forgive me?..

When all this is forgotten, I hope that you'll find a reason to trust me again.

I'm sorry. I really am.

It's finals week, or should I say "PATAYAN WEEK!".. nyahahaha.. pagod na pagod na aq.. the past weeks have been so frustrating.. aheheh.. Obvious nmn, d aq nkkapag-post.. honestly, sa totoo lang. *hahaha prehas lng un ah* .. feeling q d aq papasa d sem.. mhirap oo, pero d un ung main reason.. Ng-pabaya aq.. un un!!.. hahaha.. nkakatamad pumasok lalo na pag and daming gagawin. Pero I don't want to be a quitter. kakayanin q prin.. cge lng.. last wik nmn na eh.. kaso next next wik enrolment ulit!! waaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!! ayq na.. fleesh tama na muna.. hahah!!

Napasa na nmin ni Kim ung finalized thesis paper nmin sa english.. grabe lng knina.. nkakabaliw.. buti nlng good decision at ng lunch aq *good decision??.. deal or no deal ba ito? hahah*.. kung d cguro aq kumain hinimatay na q.. bwahahaha.. kc ba nmn.. lakad ng lakad.. punta dito punta dun.. punta sa garden heights para mg-pa print tpos sa xeroxan tpos sa taga ring-bind kaso wlang folder kea punta sa bookstore tpos balik sa taga ring-bind tpos bili ng ribbon tpos pasa kay maam.. hhhhaaaaaayy!! nakaka windang..

One down!! Filipino thesis nmn ngaun.. nyahahah!! kaya p?? kakayanin!! nyahahah..

Naku ang haba ng re2viewhin sa heco.. cover to cover.. naku po.. kakahilo.. huhu

I need a long sleep, and I don't intend to wake up again.. nyahahahah joke lng..

Ghe review na q..

Insomnia.. It's already 2 in the morning. Still I can't sleep. I haven't got a good night's sleep for a few days. I've been thinking about a lot of things lately. I miss highschool so much. I also love college but it's just so darn hard.. I never dreamed of becoming a nurse. When I was about 6 yrs old, I wanted to be a doctor. Almost all the girls that age want to become a doctor when they grow up. Oh come on.. I'm not good in biology. No matter how hard I try to love biology, still it hates me. I love math, I'm at ease with it.  I really don't know why many people hate math so much. I love computations and numbers. I detest subjects with word-causing-nose-bleeds.

I can't sleep. I don't know with what I want with my life. Who knew being a college freshman could be so hard. Other people make it seem so easy.

I can't sleep. well the truth is I don't want to sleep. I want to stay awake and talk to my very best friend. "GOD". I haven't talked to him for a long while, I mean talk that is very serious. I just say hi to Him every morning and say thanks for the things he has done for me. I haven't read my bible for a couple of days now. I usually read it when I wake up and before I sleep. Maybe that's the very reason why I can't sleep.

ARrghh.. Gusto ko lang mag-sumbong sa kanya. Ayq na nang ganto. I know that lilfe's unfair, but sometimes I just wish that God would take me now, so that I can be beside him forever.

Treatments of Insomnia accdg to nikki)
1. eating the right meals
2. exercising or sports
3. learning to cope up with problems
4. sleeping on schedule
5. maintaining relationship with God

First, let's look at what a real Christian is "not" - according to the Word of God.

A real Christian is not someone who goes to church regularly. Going to church is fine, but church attendance no more makes one a Christian, than being in a garage makes an automobile a car

A real Christian is not someone who keeps the Ten Commandments, the Golden Rule, or some other set of standards (no one can keep them anyway!).

A real Christian is not someone who is just a "real nice person". Someone that helps everyone and is just a pleasure to be around. 

Question. Why are the above not "Christians"?

To answer that, let's discover what a real Christian is.

A real Christian is:

A person who, at some point in their life, realized that he/she is a sinner. In other words, a realization that you have fallen short of God's holiness by sinning against his holiness.  
Romans 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God. 

2  A  person who not only came to the realization of their own sin, but also to the understanding that there was nothing in themselves capable of making things right with God. Not religion, reformation, good works, charitable acts or even "loving our neighbor as ourselves". A complete awareness of your own hopelessness and helplessness. 

Psalms 14:3 They are all gone aside, they are all together become filthy: there is none that doeth good, no, not one. 

3  A person who, believing the gospel, willingly accepts the payment that Jesus Christ made for their sin at Calvary -  shedding his own blood, - and by receiving that sacrifice ALONE for the payment of their sin, receives Jesus Christ as their own personal Saviour. The entire transaction taking place by faith, that is, by believing what God said in his Word. There is nothing else to do. Physically eating a host or some other substitute for the gospel is simply a cheap imitation, and CANNOT SAVE ANYONE. A real Christian is simply someone who is trusting solely and completely in the shed blood of Jesus Christ and his payment for your sin. He was your substitute and died in your place.

John 1:12 But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name: 

Ephesians 1:7 In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace; 

Are you a "real" Christian? Are you sure

 

Miyerkules ngaun. Zoology ang klase namin pero hanggang alas-diyes lang ang klase namin dahil may pupuntahan ng meeting and aming mahal na propesor. Naisipan naming pumunta sa National Library upang tapusin ang aming mga Thesis Paper. Ngunit, una sa lahat hindi namin alam kung paano kami makakarating doon. Nagtanong tanong na lamang kami sa mga dyip upang makarating sa paroroonan.

Pagdating sa National Lib. ang daming mga ka-ekekan at etsuburetse na kelangan gawin. Pirma Pirma bayad dito balik dun fill up nito. Para lamang sa isang maliit at manipis na papel na tinatawag na "Library ID".

At sa Wakas mayroon na akong ID sa National Library. Sa pag-akyat sa pangalawang lapag, mayroong nakahilerang mga computer kung saan may mga "catalog ng libro" o ang "OPAC : Online Public Access Catalog". Dito hahanapin mo ang paksa na iyong gusto at isusulat and awtor pti ang call number. Ngunit hindi lahat ng nasa computer ay may call number, lalo na ang mga articles.

Pagpasok ko sa Reference Section. Kailangan irepresinta ang papel kung saan mo sinulat ang ung source. Mag-isa kang papasok sa loob ng aklatan at bawal magsama ng ibang hindi naman kukuha ng libro. Sa loob ng aklatang ito'y maraming nakahilerang mga lalagyan ng libro. Nakakatakot dahil ikaw lang mag-isa sa isang lugar na napakalaki at napaka tahimik. hahah.

Kinailangan naming umakyat sa pang-apat na palapag upang makapunta sa Filipiniana Section. Sa sobrang pagod na namin ay gumamit kami ng elevator. Mukhang sobrang luma na nito. Kahit alam mo nang bubukas to magugulat ka parin. Ung tipong kakainin ka ng mga pintuan. Maririnig mo ang malalakas na ingay ng mga metal. Parang may lalabas sa taas ng elevator at da2lhin ka kung saan.

Naisipan naming kumain dahil hilong hilo na kami. Ang layo ng JOllibee. Un lang kasi ang malapit na kainan. Sa sobrang pagod at hilo Nag-2 pcs Burger steak kmi ni sarah at siya ng-extra rice pa. haha.

Bakit gnun? Na-aappreciate ko tuloy ang "Mandell Hall" and aklatan ng tinutuluyan kong unibersidad ngaun..(nakz unibersidad na).. Ang susungit ng mga tao dito. Sila ang magkakamali ngunit ikaw ang sisisihin. Kaya siguro kakaunti lang ang mga taong dumadayo rito.

Ang mas masaklap pa ay ang biyahe pauwi. Inabot ng isa at apat nampu't limang oras ang biyahe. luging luging ang oras at panahon dito. Bakit hindi nalang tayo ng internet. Dito ako magaling. Dito ako experto. Ito ang mahal ko. Pipindot ka lang magtatype mg-eenter at aun na! kita mo na ang kelangan mo. hahah. Nakakatawa. Sayang lang ang pagod. Dapat nag-aral nalang ako para sa Semi-Finals nmin.. hahah!!

*trip q lng mg-tagalog ngaun!*

*nakita q c JOCJOC!! hahahah!! ang saya!!!*

Just Got home.. I really don't have time to post coz I have lots to do.. Semis next wik, I still haven't paid my tuition.. hahah!!.. bait na bata.. la pa kc ung money..

Hindi naman kami gusto patayin ng mga prof nmin.. .. halos lht ng subjects may quizzes.. nakakwindang.. We have to do 2 Thesis Papers one in English and the other in Filipino.. gudluk nmn sa filipino.. ang hirap kea gumawa ng RP na tagalog.. hahah..

Topic namin:

English :: "Insomnia and it's effects to our health".. >> *boom* pti aq kasma jan.. yeah!! nocturnal people rock on!! mL hahah!!

Filipino :: "Epekto ng masyado paggamit ng makabagong teknolohiya sa mga Kabataan na may edad 6-17 taon gulang" >> hahaha *kaboom* aq din un.. I'm a Pc GeeK, Gadget enthusiast, Ipod Lover and Proud of it.. hahah lahat na ng gadgets!!

Happy Heart's Day.. <3 .. ingat sa mga date nyu.. heheh..

aRaW q:
Zoo kanina.. Quiz nanaman as usual.. heheh.. Excited na sana aq mg-dissect ng frog.. babawi aq sa relative ng frog na nagpahirap sa buhay ko nung 2nd yr highschool.. hahah!! naalala q tuloy bigla c Sir Aguilar.. dahil sa kanya nawala aq sa top!! huhu='( auz lang.. past is past.. tym to move on.. hahah..

Pumunta kami kina Cams after ng class namin.. Pinag-usapan namin ung presentation sa Heco.. grabe.. kakapagod.. wla pa qng matinong pahinga this wik..

Bad trip!! Pauwi na sana q.. hilong hilo na aq.. nung asa cubao na q mali nasakyan kong jeep.. langya!.. Imbis na Sta. Lucia nasakyan ko San Mateo.. dun ako bumababa sa Lamuan?? kung san mang lupalop ng mundo un!! hahaha..

Ang mas nakakabadtrip pa dun!!! *drum roll* pag-dating q sa bahay walang nagbubukas ng pinto!!.. mga 5:30 na ata ako dumating.. wala pa naman ako load.. poor aq sa load ngaun.. hahah.. bad trip talaga un.. almost 7 na ata ako nakapasok sa loob ng bahay.. Sila ate Lira pumunta daw sa Sta Lucia.. tpos c kuya!! c KUYA!!! natutulog lang pala.. grabe!! tulog mantika.. hahah.. nakailang doorbell aq nun.. buti nalang binuksan nung nsa kabilang apartment? ung gate.. pero ung gate lang.. waaaah.. bad trip tlga.. hahah..

Nu nangyari ngaun? d q cya nkita.. hahah..

wla lang.. bad trip lng aq ngaung araw na 2.. xmpre idaan nlng sa tawa.. ahaha

Musta valentine's q?? mabuti.. Hearts day ngaun.. d lng nmn un para sa opposite sex.. it's for those people who matter to us.. I'm happy and thankful that they're in my life.. luvyuguyz..

As you might have noticed, I haven't posted for days. I've been studying a lot. I'm not contented with my midterm grades. I'm happy about them, but still, their not enough for a nursing student.

People often wonder why I study so much.. haha!! I love studying. I may not always get high grades but yeah!  I do love learning new things. I love reading books.. Oh by the way I bought a book last saturday afternun and I finished it that night.. hahah.. The book was entitled "The Foretelling". Now I'm reading "The after life". It's a good book but not suitable for kidoos. Hmm.. Cguro mga 16 above lang.. hahah..

Grabe.. Went to school kanina.. as I always do.. pero Iba ngaun.. iba ung kanina.. lahat cla nagtatanong kung bkt maga mata q.. bakit daw aq umiyak.. Nag-eye liner nga aq para d gaano halata pero halata parin.. huhu ='(..  every one was curious. As usual I told no one.. Oo I admit na ma-pride aq.. 2lad ng mga bestfrend q.. hehe.. Mas gus2 ko na sinosolo problems q.. And usually talaga wla aq pinag-sasabihan except super duper close friends. *I'm really thankful for them*..

P.E. namin knina.. grabe!! haggard.. PRactical ng Polka tagala.. Folk dances are ok.. pero ang hirap nung Polka Tagala na un ah.. hahah.. d pa kami tinuruan ni maam.. Kami nag-research and nag-interpret.. Pero ang saya kc khit I'm not into dancing "Uno" grade q dun.. hahah.. After polka tagala.. Nag- ChaCha kami.. ang cool.. mas gus2 q ballroom kesa sa Street dancing and other kind of dancing.. Before when dad was still here, lagi nya q tinuturuan mag-ballroom.. So bale elem palang aq marunong na q.. hahah!!..

I really Love Tuesdays.. haha!! kc nakikita q cya pag tuesday.. Pag - P.E. class namin warm up (jogging) ng Varsity.. hahah!! kea lagi aq masaya..

Kelangan q mag-pahinga kaso may quiz sa Zoo bukas.. waaah.. aral nnmn??.. hahah!! ghe d2 muna..

--> eto na q..

I Haven't posted much these days. I'm not busy pero I was addicted to other stuff. hehe. So bale intrams week ngaun in other words dapat vacation week. Kaso our ever loyal professor in Zoology had a class last wednesday.. haha.. auz na sana.. Anyway 7:20 class ko pero I got to school at around 8:10 i think.. wow early bird diba?!.. hahah.. after our lecture we already went home. So sayang lng pagpunta q.. heheh..

Thursday we didn't have classes but still I went to school for the results of our Philo exam. Kinabahan ako kc sabi nila most of the class failed and that there will be a removal exam. Perfect or nothing tapos and nakakalungkot pa dun is pag naperfect mo ung removal exam 3 lng ung score mo. waaah.. sobrang hirap nun. I'm so thankful kay Lord dahil nakapasa aq sa exam and I wasn't one of the students who had to take the removal exam. Don't get me wrong. nalulungkot aq para sa kanila pero xmpre msya din aq. dahil one day lang tinuro samin ung lesson tpos next miting midterm agad.. sobrang nakakabaliw.. ang saya ko kc naka 33/50 aq.. d q expect un.. heheh..

Nung thursday since 1:30 pm until mga 7pm nakaupo kami sa gym. pinanuod namin lht ng laban basketball and volleyball. Astig nung volleyball game nursing versus med tech.. Ang galing ni Manuel.. w0oh0o.. go nursing.. *although d pa q under ng college of nursing kampi aq sa kanila* tapos nakita ko din c JocJoc hahah.. kaso d cla ksali sa intrams kc University Varsity cla..

ang saya q lang ngaun grabe.. heheh..

next wik paguran nnmn 2..